‘Let madness strike you there this boy! Chidera, carry this basket and follow me’. I looked at Chima again, thankful that he had not gone mad yet, considering the fierceness with which Aunt Esther uttered those words. Chima is my 16 years old elder brother and we came to the village last week to spend the Easter vacation with our aunt Esther and her husband. Aunt Esther is our father’s elder sister. She has been married for what?- 8 years or thereabout, without a child of her own. I overheard someone say she is frustrated and that is the cause of her constant edginess. I looked at Chima again, checking for even the slightest sign of madness until my aunt’s voice forced me out of my stupor. ‘Chidera, I said follow me!’ I gave Chima one last look and followed her with the basket.
Chima had obviously angered her by refusing to carry the hoe, so I had to bear the brunt of her anger. ‘You children are so spoilt and lazy. You hate doing work. This is what happens when you’re in a house with servants. I’ve told my brother to bring you kids to me regularly for training but he won’t listen. Especially you Chidera. Don’t you know you are a woman? Ehn? Don’t you know?’ I wasn’t sure if the question demanded a reply so I kept quiet and allowed her to continue her tirade. I and Chima preferred aunt Esther’s husband. He is a handsome and hardworking man and always gets us kilishi on his way home from work. Aunt Esther is more of a disciplinarian, or like Chima calls her. ‘a pain in the butt’. We could not wait for the holidays to be over.
Chima had obviously angered her by refusing to carry the hoe, so I had to bear the brunt of her anger. ‘You children are so spoilt and lazy. You hate doing work. This is what happens when you’re in a house with servants. I’ve told my brother to bring you kids to me regularly for training but he won’t listen. Especially you Chidera. Don’t you know you are a woman? Ehn? Don’t you know?’ I wasn’t sure if the question demanded a reply so I kept quiet and allowed her to continue her tirade. I and Chima preferred aunt Esther’s husband. He is a handsome and hardworking man and always gets us kilishi on his way home from work. Aunt Esther is more of a disciplinarian, or like Chima calls her. ‘a pain in the butt’. We could not wait for the holidays to be over.
Chima’s problem began a year later in his first year in the university. One night, the whole house was awoken by a scream from his bedroom. We all rushed to the room and found him seated on the bed, sweating profusely and looking like he had seen a ghost. Looking at him, I was reminded of the hen I saw earlier in the afternoon, drenched by the rain. Obviously, he had had a bad dream. My parents went over to talk to him while I went back to my room. That incident was only the beginning.
Chima gradually became withdrawn, aggressive, and began to talk to himself. That part scared me to death. In addition, he developed the habit of staring into space endlessly. When I tried to talk to him, he would look at me as though he could see right through me. My parents tried to find out from his friends if he was having problems, maybe in school, but there was nothing serious enough to warrant this new and frightening Chima.
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